Introduce Yourself...

Name: Nikki
Age: 19
Location: USA; Ohio
Status: Taken
Current Weight: 115 pounds.
Goal Weight: 100 pounds
Major Goal: 95 pounds
Reason: So I dont have to worry if
my boyfriend can pick me up or not.
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What is your ED?
-Anorexia and a bit of Pica.

Methods?
-Mostly calorie intake and over exercising. I use laxitives too but very rarely.

What made you devolpe an ED?
-Mostly kids from school when I was younger. My dad also. All I hear from him
to my mom is "you havent lost weight since Nikki was born". He also tells me
"If you dont stop eatting that you'll be fat and lazy". My sister has always been thin
and pretty. Im sick of being the oldest but the plainest.

Does your BF know about your disorder?
-I have told him. I cried and couldnt speak so I wrote it down. He was very upset and cried himself.
He told me I was always beautiful. I believe him but I wanna feel it myself.

Do your parents?
-I think but I think its scary to think their oldest child has something wrong with her.